I just received an email from a very precious friend:

hello you crazy little bug! how are you doing? im so glad to get an email from you and i can see you're not as unhappy as what i thought you were. i was just a bit worried cos i know you have andy over there with you, but me, jo and kay are away and i cant make sure you're okay! but i think i can leave that up to matt from now on. by the way, i actually had a little giggle when i read that you think he might become bored with you. jessica, come on! you are the most interesting, non-predictable person i know and proberly will never meet anyone as interesting as you! you know this! no-one knows what you're going to do next. i dont even think you know, so stop freaking yourself out, and well, over-analysing!

I feel a million times better. Thank you.