Blocked. Again.

How can someone who spends practically every second of the day thinking, not be able to come up with a good story for a short film?

I thought I had a winning story, but when costs and actors and all the technical aspects of film making are taken into account, it was a sore loser. Now I should be half way through the pre-production side of things and I'm back at square one.

When I began film school I thought it was going to be an absolute jol! I have these preconceived ideas about what it would be like, and as we all know things never are what they seem.

I used to think I was an open minded, free spirited, creative girl with a good heart. Lately I feel empty. No ideas. No passion. No drive. I don't want to make a pretentious movie with a story line that has been used over and over again. I don't want to waste money on a certain failure. I don't want to do film anymore. I know that every course has its cons, but I seriously don't want to do this anymore.

I'm in desperate need of a muse, in any size or shape.