Despondent

Had a fight with one of my best friends tonight. Don't really know what to think. I haven't updated for so long i have a slight wishfulness that no-one's reading this (even though I know someone is). I don't know. Predicament deluxe.

She deserves so much andI want her to be happy, I just don't feel she is. It's late. I'm sober. Nobody to discuss stuff with...

I got my hair done today. It's short, and red. I've been blonde for about... wait... three years. I feel a little out of sorts. Perhaps it's coz it's the first time I've been out not drinking for a VERY long time, but ja. Like it. Kinda. Maybe. Who knows.