I don't know what to do. Am I shooting myself in the foot? I don't even want to go on this trip any more. I was really looking forward to some alone time with Matt. I guess having Ev and Elaine there on Sunday will be a good thing; at least he'll have some people he can talk to.

Before I quit smoking I lost 5kgs. Had an operation so my stomach was bloated and didn't have time to enjoy a flat tummy. Now I'm back to my regular geoid shape. Wonderful.

At least Tess is coming back at the end of the month.. it really is a blessing!